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All Packed and Ready To Go.. [29 Jun 2008|05:52pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Tomorrow.

I'm leaving Japan tomorrow, and I don't really want to go - but want to go at the same time. ;~; Most of the time, I try to think in the present moment so that I'm not usually really really sad when I go home, but it's about a million times harder with Japan than it is with Pittsburgh or any other place I've been in the States and far away from home.

So, I've been entertaining myself with things that infuriate me rather than be sad. 8D No, really, I was just thinking the other day about one thing that really irritates me among my generation - though there's little I can do to change it, I can at least be one that doesn't do it. What is it that irritates me, you say? It is:

*drumroll*

Ignorant Pessimism. Life is not equal, and I'm happy that I can be a privileged person, and I'm thankful for the things I have - really thankful for the things I have, because if not for them, I couldn't do some of the things that I'm doing right now. But people who just sit around and moan about the horrible state of the world without actually looking into the state of things piss me off. "I can't dooo anything about it," they bemoan. Sometimes I tell them the story of the starfish, but sometimes I just sit and nod, because what am I supposed to do?

Person: ;~; The world has gone to shit, and more crappy days will be ahead! Everyone is corrupt, and ANYONE is a possible rapist!

What I'd Like To Say: Have you checked the actual percentage of rapists and reported rapes in the United States? Or perhaps, if you think the U.S. has gone to shit, why don't you move somewhere else? Does Africa fancy your delicate tastes? Perhaps a little undiscovered island where there's no one around so that only you can hear yourself bemoan the state of the world? I'm hearing what you're saying, but as a privileged, white, male teenager that spends his parent's munnies, doesn't vote, and goes to a good college, I have to ask... have you thought about how lucky you are?

What I Say: Uh huh, that's interesting.

Maybe I should start saying the former more. '_' Of course, also coming from me, this may not mean much, but...If you don't like something... CHANGE IT. If you can live with it, DO IT. And if you yourself can't change it... FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN ASSIST YOU.

/end of rant

:3 And now that I had that, I will see you soon.

-Me

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NEW! Digital Devil Saga Community [28 Jun 2008|02:03am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Woo, finally! I created a Digital Devil Saga Livejournal community called [info]dds_community. Feel free to post any art, scans, literature, etc. from Digital Devil Saga here!



Thank you for your time and I hope to see you over at the community! :D

If any of you guys are interested in DDS, please join!

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AHAHAHA [25 Jun 2008|11:23am]
[ mood | jubilant ]

http://community.livejournal.com/th_cult/1223014.html

I love the way she apologizes to the Tokio Hotel fans. So, so forced. I died. X3

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Yay!! [23 Jun 2008|11:10pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Got to hang out with [info]hinoai and [info]dilettantka and read their Gundam 00 Anthology - bravo! :3 It's so well-done, and I hope someday to get into an anthology like that.

It was really fun hanging out with those two, just because I've known them for so long, but yet, we're still sort of like new friends. New friends IRL, but we've all known each other through LiveJournal and kept up that way. (But I have to say, I am the supreme loser at finding out big life events on LJ... .__. I just don't check it that often to catch all my friends.)

Also, sommore random stuff:

+ I LOVE DDS. I must have the biggest collection of Digital Devil Saga doujinshi ever, and no friends to share my obsession. *sniff* I should go join a LJ community or something for DDS, because I don't like being alone in mah obsession! ;~;

+ Checked out CSS/XML things for my website. Needless to say I hate the fact that the International Board of Web Shit thinks that HTML frames are unnecessary and need to be phased out in the next couple years and replaced with the infinitely harder and less-user friendly XML. I can see where this is going - pretty soon web pages will be so hard to make, you have to pay someone to make them for you. And then it all goes downhill from there. o__o

+ Also, I don't know if I should change my LJ user name to something more recognizable than [info]soujiro_seta. :O What do y'all think?


Me

[EDIT]
AAAAAAAAAAAH WHY IS THERE NO LJ COMMUNITY DEDICATED TO DDS?!?!

I must remedy this. .__.
[/EDIT]

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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO [19 Jun 2008|11:04pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

できたああああああああああ



And I don't mean just done with all work from Japanese class! 8D (Finished her Heat pikkar)

fuckin' a! )


I finished up The Mighty Boosh while doing this. o__o The Crack Fox is the stuff of nightmares. Personally, I don't like his hair as much - however - I need to figure out some new ways to do hair. Sadly, I have little to no patience for works of art - and I need to work more on that so that I can have more... well, detailed works. It's only on the computer though - IRL drawings I usually work quite a while on.

Did I mention I love blood + sexy stares? .__. Yes. I love Heat and the fact that he hunts things. :3 *purrr*

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OH YEAH~ [17 Jun 2008|12:06am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | "Monsoon" ~ Tokio Hotel ]

Finished with my essay - wew! :3 That means I have time to... well, study before our final. 8[

This is going to be random and short before I go, but there's a dude on DoD who's sticking around to stir up shit and generally be an asshat - not that the members don't tell him to GTFO anyway. I thought about responding this time to his latest little post, but I thought to myself - this is an argument about... dolls. In actuality, it's an argument about nothing, because most of the thread is like this:

Him: Dat was me! LOL :D
DoD: GTFO.
Him: Nuu! LOL :D
DoD: Right.
*mud-slinging, sociology experiments, and shit continue*

So, looking on the thread, it's silly - but almost entertaining to watch. Not because I'm writing any paper on DoD or anything, but just because any time someone like him comes into DoD, it's entertaining to watch.

Also, I'd like to say, on another completely random note that there are way too many factors to include in the analysis of a person's thought process when something bad happens to them. Not only is there the, 'you cause the emotional response from said bad event' there is, 'society caused that bad event to happen and you might have to grin and bear it for the sake of yourself/loved ones/something else' and what have you. I know it probably makes little sense, but I could probably explain it in detail later.

Oh! I also started a Heat fanart. I'm hoping to color it in starkly, kind of like Psycho-style (which I'm still in love with, it would be ace to cosplay as Amamiya and then act all his different personalities). :3 Love you, Heat.

And Shirota Yuu.
And Georg. 8D

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[09 Jun 2008|04:56pm]
Updated [info]seveyn_rhine with a photostory about the recent dolls that were stolen from the NYC Dolpa. If you see anyone with these dolls, either in person or on E-Bay or Yahoo! Auctions, please notify the police and/or Volks.

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アキバ殺人 [09 Jun 2008|02:38pm]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | Persona 3 music ]

First, before I talk about seriousness, have some Space Bees and Cat Face, because it's funny. :3

Now, on to the not-funny part.

So, on the news today they caught the "Akihabara Killer" (which is the title of this post) - they showed the police catching what looked to be a man curled up the fetal position on one of the side streets of Akiba. Having visited Akiba many times before and walked the same street (Chuo-dori) where this killing occurred, I can say it's produced quite a chilling effect on me.

The Akiba Killing was as such - a 24-year old Japanese man drove from Shizuoka Prefecture to Akihabara in Tokyo (about 3 hours away) in a rental truck, ran some people over, and then stabbed them to death - he then walked around the perimeter where the truck was stopped in Chuo-dori and stabbed people at random, and 7 people died.

As I've said before (maybe not in this journal), America has the higher crime rate, but it seems like most of the crimes are well, what one would call "normal" (if one could call acts of brutality 'normal'). Japan, though, has very few killings but all of them are of such a disturbing type you have to sort of pause to think about what moral fibre these people were made of. I'm not saying that America is better for it (because Jesus, we need to lock down on crime somehow, if not ban guns to hunting weapons), but the way some of the Japanese people treat these disturbing crimes is equally horrifying.

"Oh, they just needed a girlfriend," or maybe, "they studied too hard." Yes, these are elements I'm sure, but I have a feeling no one stops and says, "now, what could be wrong with the system here that would make a man go out into a heavily populated area - announcing his intentions previously in a message board -- and kill seven people? What makes a wife/child kill their husband/parents, and cut them up into tiny pieces and throw them in garbage cans? Part of that answer is logical, since Japan has such tiny spaces, it's easier to hide a body if it's cut up into tiny pieces, but you have to think about what kind of person can cut up another person into tiny pieces with... well what? Obviously, the normal Japanese person isn't going to own something that can cut easily through bone - but really, how mental does someone have to be to cut people up?

I can answer that in part, too - that when a person ceases to live, they cease to become a person, and therefore are an object - any less than a butcher cuts up cows, I'm sure that's one way how the other person can justify breaking a person into tiny pieces.

But still, there aren't any simple answers for how they originated in the first place, and how they formulate in someone's mind as something that sick and twisted. I'm not talking about just crimes in Japan, mind you - it's any sick and twisted crime - the Akiba Killing was just something that spurred this train of thought.

We could go on the path more traveled and say that it's the media's fault. Also, in part, true, but not the entire formulae. I would say if I were to take an instance of a twisted crime, I would have to look at the person's parents, family, friends, things they wrote/drew, the general system of the school/institution/country they were in, the history behind that institution, the media and the history behind that as well for a start.

To be honest, everyone's fascinated by sick crimes, and the aftermath, it seems. I wish it wasn't so, but I too am completely fascinated by mass murders, suicides, strange disappearances and those freaky forensic dramas where, while they're working on the body in the morgue, the killer is right behind them... I wonder sometimes if the killers are just fulfilling a worldwide sick fantasy to see something other than their normal routine of school, work, sleep, etc.

See, I told you you'd need Cat Face. *laughs*

That's as far as I'll venture into that topic, because those are just my surface thoughts, and I'd rather like to continue having a good day rather than muddle myself in dark thoughts of violence and society.

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LUV U KAGRRA [04 Jun 2008|10:50pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

What kind of 大ファン of Kagrra, would I be if I didn't neglect my homework to post a mini-report on the Auga concert I went to last night!

Not a very good one, of course!

so on with the report! )


So, that's all folks! Time to go do work!

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The Obligatory Cosplay Post~! 83 [28 May 2008|10:21pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Hey guys! I need your help! (Especially yours, [info]samie_ling.) I have a couple of costume ideas floating around in my head, and I want to sort it all out... by posting it on the interwebs! 83

So, here's what I want. I want an awesome costume, bought by a good costume commission company (possibly CosplayOne) to wear to Otakon. Now, this costume can either be cosplay or lolita, but whatever it will be, it will be fab~u~lous! 8D

So... my request!

a) do you know any good commission companies that make good quality stuff for (somewhat) cheap?

and b) Check out these costume ideas and tell me what you think about them! :3

Cosplay Ideas

+ Heat from Digital Devil Saga.
Good: I absolutely love Heat, and I'd be so excited to cosplay him. And it's a fucking awesome costume, and I want red eyes.
Bad: Not many people would know who I was.


+ Tri-Edge from .hack.
Good: BAD FUCKING ASS.
Bad: ;__; That prop. How.


+ Alice from Shadow Hearts (the girl who is being held).
Good: She's totally cute, and I get to wear pink underwear (don't ask how I know she wears that colour...), and her hair is acute.
Bad: Uh, not many people would know who I am.


+ Yuri from Shadow Hearts Covenant.
Good: I get to put a badge on myself that says, "Hello, my name is Urmnaf." (Yuri Hyuga's original planned name in the series was "Urmnaf Bort Hyuga." Is that not the WORST name ever?!) And I get to have red eyes and a hip pack.
Bad: If I run into a Karen Koenig, I will kill her. 8|


+ Toan from Dark Cloud/Chronicles.
Good: Simple, and cute. :3 And I luv Atlamillia.
Bad: Again, no one would know who I was.


...so, I can sort of tell it's either "Heat or Lolita" on this one. XD So... yeah! Anyone? :p


Me

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*plays a horn* [26 May 2008|07:50am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUZE!





<3 you, Suze. Have an awesome day! :3

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Dear _allecto_: [22 May 2008|12:31am]
[ mood | calm ]

Since she has turned her comments to "friends only," I have something to say to [info]_allecto_ since she has either been swamped by comments or cannot stand to have any more negative feedback to this abomination of a feminist work...

Here is my comment.

I'm certain that somewhere along these comments, many things have already been said that I'd like to say, but I believe they phrased them more articulately than I could.

Beyond disagreeing with your definition of rape, interracial couples, and character traits versus actual anti-feminist sentiments, I would like to mention that uneducated "reviews" such as this is what makes me afraid to blatantly say I am a feminist.

I do not hate the male gender, and while I fight against sexist stereotypes and generalizations, I fight for equality, not complete prostration of the male gender.

And it is a complete shame that a strong, independent and intellectual woman such as yourself would be reduced to writing acerbic comments such as this to further deepen the way our society views feminism as a pariah.


Maybe you'll see it, and maybe you won't, but I congratulate you for single-handedly producing so much ignorance stated intelligently in one post that even I was surprised.

~ Me

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Update [13 May 2008|09:48pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Updated [info]seveyn_rhine with Dolpa 19 pictures. I'm so behind on my pictures it's not even funny.

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HAPPY BIRFDAY DEE~ [02 May 2008|02:46pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]



YEAH DEE~ I <3 YOU~~~ 83

(Also, I did this on Tegaki, so click on the picture! You might find some comments. >3)


:3

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手書き [30 Apr 2008|10:51pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

http://www.unowen.net/tegaki/about.php?u=19758

Yeah! 8D I jumped on the bandwagon.

Also, I FINISHED ALL MY MANGA WOO and consequently found out that no one else but me was working on the goddam thing. So... uh, it's my manga now. Breeheehee.

I'm hoping to actually start building a portfolio, online and in the actual sense - hopefully de art classes in CMU will help. 83


Me

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XDDD [17 Apr 2008|09:09pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

This gets funnier every time I see it.

[EDIT]

translation! >O )

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Name for the new Manga? [12 Apr 2008|12:01pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So, I've been playing with two ideas for my new manga (not all new, the story's quite old) starring Diesel and Petrol.

Quick summary - Diesel was supposedly going to be the Gatekeeper - the person who regulates and tracks all dimensions and time and those in them. However, he was born with only two of the four powers required to be a Gatekeeper - empathy and illusion (creating new dimensions). His older brother, Archae, was born with the ability of chronesis (jumping through time) and also disillusion (creating AND destroying dimensions). Archae comes back to Diesel after a time, screws with the family (literally .__.) and Petrol is born. Petrol has the ability of chronesis and displacement (able to reach through dimensions and/or things). However, Petrol wants to kill Diesel - hijinx ensue.

So, my original thought of "Laminar Flow" is from the idea of laminar flow - more or less, a flow of something independent from time, and smooth. This fits into the idea of what Diesel is doing (becoming independent from his destiny as a Gatekeeper) and also would be easier to say in Japanese, which of course, is a huge advantage.

Illuminesce, however, has always been a favourite of mine and it highlights some of the more sweet, shiny moments (in feel) of what I have for the manga concept. Of course, 'illuminesce' comes from 'illuminate,' I just pulled a William Shakespeare and created my own word.

So, I turn it over to you all! :D

Poll #1169856 New Manga Name
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

What should be the name for my new manga?

View Answers

Laminar Flow (ラミナーフロー)
2 (66.7%)

Illuminesce (イルーミネス)
1 (33.3%)

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楽園館~! [09 Apr 2008|12:50am]
[ mood | chipper ]

YAHOO~! If any of you guys have interests in RP, you should come join my new RP forum, Rakuenkan:

http://z9.invisionfree.com/Rakuenkan/index.php?act=idx

It's based off a Japanese onsen, and is its own little village in and of itself. I'm really excited, and I hope it goes somewhere! :3 So, if you want to join, or know people who want to join, please! :3 Come join us!

:D!
~Me

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Mah Informal Kagrra, Review~!!! [30 Mar 2008|11:03pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | All Kagrra, all the time!! ]

Soo...

I DID IT!!



I finally achieved one of my dreams - to see a Kagrra, concert in Japan. Obviously, as you'll see, I'm extremely biased (because I -love- Kagrra, so much) and this is, as far as "reviews" go, mostly me gushing. But! I had to gush before I go to bed and play Catz on the DS, so here it is!

congratulations kagrra,... )


So my rating? A++++++++++++++++++++++~ wow. I would totally go see them again if I had the chance. God, I love them even more now. What an incredible concert.

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I found the Secret - and its name is Evangelion! [17 Mar 2008|11:43pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | "Hikari" ~ Utada Hikaru ]

:3 So, I just finished Evangelion (you know, I'm so behind I finish these classic series - but I gotta say, I was avoiding Evangelion for a while because people said it wasn't worth watching for the ending). So, here's a cut for spoilers, in case you guys haven't seen it yet.

cut fo' spoilers! )


All in all, Evangelion completely exceeded my standards in an anime, and now I know why Japanese people worship this series. Also because the Japanese seem to have this perversion with 14-year old young girls and panty-flashes and prepubescent boobies too, but I can hope that people see the hope in this anime and not just the boobies, right?

Right? :D

Guys? XD

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